1 00:00:01,535 --> 00:00:03,704 Previously on "Code black"... 2 00:00:03,737 --> 00:00:06,040 I'm telling you, something is Wrong with dr. Guthrie. 3 00:00:06,074 --> 00:00:08,109 His hands shake all the time. 4 00:00:08,142 --> 00:00:09,410 I am a senior attending At this -- 5 00:00:09,443 --> 00:00:10,744 Who has parkinson's. 6 00:00:10,778 --> 00:00:12,813 I don't think that this is That serious. 7 00:00:12,846 --> 00:00:14,782 And I am entitled to my privacy. 8 00:00:14,815 --> 00:00:16,584 You stand strong. 9 00:00:16,617 --> 00:00:19,620 You never let go, no matter how Frustrated or tired she gets. 10 00:00:19,653 --> 00:00:21,822 Why do I get the feeling We're not talking about Whitney anymore? 11 00:00:21,855 --> 00:00:24,092 I see. Now you think You know me. 12 00:00:24,125 --> 00:00:27,528 Not yet, but you did just get More interesting. 13 00:00:29,230 --> 00:00:30,664 [ indistinct conversations ] 14 00:00:30,698 --> 00:00:34,135 [ siren wailing ] 15 00:00:34,168 --> 00:00:37,171 [ woman speaking indistinctly Over p.A. ] 16 00:00:44,245 --> 00:00:46,180 But... 17 00:00:46,214 --> 00:00:47,481 You -- you said so yourself. 18 00:00:47,515 --> 00:00:49,117 It -- I mean, It's hard to diagnose, right? 19 00:00:49,150 --> 00:00:51,585 It is. Then how do we know for sure? 20 00:00:51,619 --> 00:00:54,122 Because I've been doing this As long as you have. 21 00:00:54,155 --> 00:00:56,757 Because you have all four of The cardinal physical findings, 22 00:00:56,790 --> 00:00:58,792 And there's nothing else On the imaging to explain them. 23 00:00:58,826 --> 00:01:02,196 Abe, I know how Parkinson's works, okay? 24 00:01:02,230 --> 00:01:04,332 Please don't talk to me Like I'm a patient. 25 00:01:04,365 --> 00:01:06,867 Rollie, I know this is Very difficult, 26 00:01:06,900 --> 00:01:10,338 But right now, You are a patient. 27 00:01:11,872 --> 00:01:14,142 Look... 28 00:01:14,175 --> 00:01:16,144 The sinemet you gave me? 29 00:01:16,177 --> 00:01:17,878 It's helping With the tremors. 30 00:01:17,911 --> 00:01:19,480 Yeah, that's good. Mm-hmm. 31 00:01:19,513 --> 00:01:22,216 And there are other options That we can explore. 32 00:01:22,250 --> 00:01:25,219 But, um, you need to go And talk to campbell. 33 00:01:25,253 --> 00:01:26,787 Why would I need To talk to campbell? 34 00:01:26,820 --> 00:01:28,456 Because you need To tell him, rollie. 35 00:01:28,489 --> 00:01:31,559 I am not going to quit, abe. 36 00:01:31,592 --> 00:01:35,629 You said so yourself, It's progressive, right? 37 00:01:35,663 --> 00:01:37,498 Well, as of now, it hasn't Progressed to the point 38 00:01:37,531 --> 00:01:39,500 Where my damn life is over. 39 00:01:39,533 --> 00:01:42,203 Look, I have had many people Do very well 40 00:01:42,236 --> 00:01:44,372 With this disease For years, okay? 41 00:01:44,405 --> 00:01:46,907 No one said anything about Your life being over. 42 00:01:46,940 --> 00:01:48,742 I'm a doctor, abe. 43 00:01:48,776 --> 00:01:51,279 That is my life. 44 00:01:51,312 --> 00:01:53,214 Excuse me. 45 00:01:56,517 --> 00:01:58,586 [ speaking inaudibly ] 46 00:02:02,690 --> 00:02:04,825 [ emergency radio chatter ] All right, what you got? 47 00:02:04,858 --> 00:02:06,694 Female, 40s, Restrained passenger. 48 00:02:06,727 --> 00:02:08,596 Trauma to the head and chest, 49 00:02:08,629 --> 00:02:10,364 And a 6-inch lac To her shoulder. Mario: why is she wet? 50 00:02:10,398 --> 00:02:12,200 They rolled their s.U.V. Into the l.A. River. 51 00:02:12,233 --> 00:02:13,834 Surprised there's any water In it. What's your name? 52 00:02:13,867 --> 00:02:15,369 [ gurney clatters ] 53 00:02:15,403 --> 00:02:17,271 [ indistinct conversations ] 54 00:02:17,305 --> 00:02:19,273 Is that your husband? 55 00:02:19,307 --> 00:02:21,342 She's out. Let's get her in there. 56 00:02:21,375 --> 00:02:23,344 What do you got? Significant abdominal trauma 57 00:02:23,377 --> 00:02:25,213 With positive seat belt sign. 58 00:02:25,246 --> 00:02:27,215 Was facedown in 2 inches Of water, short of breath. 59 00:02:27,248 --> 00:02:29,583 -what are his sats? -low 90s. 60 00:02:29,617 --> 00:02:30,851 Noa, what do we do now? 61 00:02:30,884 --> 00:02:32,453 High flow o2 And order a chest x-ray. 62 00:02:32,486 --> 00:02:33,787 Soon as we land. 63 00:02:33,821 --> 00:02:36,690 ** 64 00:02:36,724 --> 00:02:38,692 She's got A deep shoulder laceration. 65 00:02:38,726 --> 00:02:39,960 Not gonna be able to close it 66 00:02:39,993 --> 00:02:41,395 Till we get on top Of this bleeding. 67 00:02:41,429 --> 00:02:43,764 Hand me a 3-0 nylon. Woman: yes, doctor. 68 00:02:43,797 --> 00:02:45,966 She's trying to say something. 69 00:02:45,999 --> 00:02:47,801 Brain bleed could be giving Her trouble talking. 70 00:02:47,835 --> 00:02:49,270 -I don't think so. -mario: you know that how? 71 00:02:49,303 --> 00:02:53,307 Elliot: I don't know. I don't know. I just -- Ethan: check her pupils. 72 00:02:53,341 --> 00:02:55,276 [ woman exhales sharply ] 73 00:02:55,309 --> 00:02:56,910 Dr. Savetti, how do we stop The bleeding? 74 00:02:56,944 --> 00:02:58,279 Inject the lido with epi. All right, do it. 75 00:02:58,312 --> 00:03:01,615 Leanne: on my count, One, two, three. 76 00:03:01,649 --> 00:03:03,684 He's not getting enough oxygen. Water in the lung? 77 00:03:03,717 --> 00:03:05,353 Lungs sound clear. I don't understand it. 78 00:03:05,386 --> 00:03:07,388 Damn it, where's that x-ray? Here, jesse, 79 00:03:07,421 --> 00:03:08,956 Can you get an a.B.G. On the patient, please? 80 00:03:08,989 --> 00:03:10,291 Okay. A.B.G., please. Let's go. 81 00:03:10,324 --> 00:03:12,460 -woman: right away. -leanne: thank you. -ethan: let's do it. 82 00:03:12,493 --> 00:03:14,728 [ no audio ] 83 00:03:18,366 --> 00:03:19,667 [ mouths words ] 84 00:03:19,700 --> 00:03:22,236 Dr. Dixon? I asked her if she's deaf. She is. 85 00:03:22,270 --> 00:03:24,472 Yeah, I got that. Let's free up her hands. 86 00:03:24,505 --> 00:03:26,674 Yeah. How do you know sign language? 87 00:03:26,707 --> 00:03:28,709 -ex-girlfriend. -thank you. 88 00:03:28,742 --> 00:03:32,513 Ask her what happened. How did they crash? 89 00:03:33,847 --> 00:03:35,283 What -- what -- What's she saying? 90 00:03:35,316 --> 00:03:36,717 -uh, he fell... -[ groans ] 91 00:03:36,750 --> 00:03:38,586 N-no, he slid...Slept. 92 00:03:38,619 --> 00:03:40,288 Hang 2 units of o-negative. 93 00:03:40,321 --> 00:03:41,855 I'm gonna get a cordis started For transfusion. 94 00:03:41,889 --> 00:03:43,591 [ monitor beeping rapidly ] Sats are dropping. 95 00:03:43,624 --> 00:03:45,559 Leanne: he's not getting Enough oxygen. 96 00:03:45,593 --> 00:03:47,027 He's gonna crash. Damn it. 97 00:03:47,060 --> 00:03:48,929 Jesse, take over. I need to intubate. 98 00:03:48,962 --> 00:03:50,664 Uh, are you saying that he... 99 00:03:50,698 --> 00:03:52,400 Okay, uh... [ translating ] "I looked over, 100 00:03:52,433 --> 00:03:54,502 "And he was just slumped Behind the wheel. 101 00:03:54,535 --> 00:03:57,405 Next thing I know, We were upside-down." 102 00:03:57,438 --> 00:04:01,842 Whatever's wrong with him Preceded the accident. 103 00:04:01,875 --> 00:04:04,912 Cords are closing. I can't pass the tube. 104 00:04:04,945 --> 00:04:06,480 Dr. Savetti, take over. 105 00:04:06,514 --> 00:04:08,248 Is he her husband? 106 00:04:11,485 --> 00:04:12,753 What's she saying? 107 00:04:12,786 --> 00:04:15,623 "He's my -- He's my...He's my vo--" 108 00:04:15,656 --> 00:04:17,358 He's her voice. 109 00:04:19,527 --> 00:04:21,962 Ah, he has stridor. Laryngospasm. 110 00:04:21,995 --> 00:04:23,531 His throat closing saved him In the river, 111 00:04:23,564 --> 00:04:24,998 But we can't let it Kill him now. 112 00:04:25,032 --> 00:04:26,534 Heart rate's rising. Sats are dropping. 113 00:04:26,567 --> 00:04:28,636 -he's decompensating. -we gotta crike him. 114 00:04:28,669 --> 00:04:30,671 Yeah, if we don't open up His throat, he'll suffocate. 115 00:04:30,704 --> 00:04:32,373 13-year-old female 116 00:04:32,406 --> 00:04:34,408 Found seizing At a choir rehearsal. 117 00:04:34,442 --> 00:04:36,677 Staff on scene said she has A history of spina bifida. 118 00:04:36,710 --> 00:04:38,646 -signs of trauma? -none. 119 00:04:38,679 --> 00:04:41,882 [ emergency radio chatter ] 120 00:04:41,915 --> 00:04:44,985 Did I hear pediatric seizures? What did she get in the field? 121 00:04:45,018 --> 00:04:46,720 Woman: gave her 2.5 valium En route. 122 00:04:46,754 --> 00:04:48,789 All right, let's go. Her parent or guardian with you? 123 00:04:48,822 --> 00:04:51,024 The teacher said her father Is a doctor here. 124 00:04:51,058 --> 00:04:52,526 Who is it? 125 00:04:53,927 --> 00:04:56,830 -you closing yet? -yes. Why? 126 00:04:56,864 --> 00:04:59,533 Will, your daughter was just Brought into the e.R. 127 00:05:00,601 --> 00:05:02,503 Go. I got this. 128 00:05:02,536 --> 00:05:05,539 ** 129 00:05:18,519 --> 00:05:20,621 Rollie: let's put her on oxygen. I'll set up another I.V. 130 00:05:20,654 --> 00:05:21,922 -angus: I-I'll do it. -rollie: fine. 131 00:05:21,955 --> 00:05:23,557 She's got papilledema. 132 00:05:23,591 --> 00:05:24,692 Pressure's building up In her brain. 133 00:05:24,725 --> 00:05:26,059 All right, let's order A brain c.T. 134 00:05:26,093 --> 00:05:27,695 And a shunt series. 135 00:05:27,728 --> 00:05:30,398 Go. 0.25% bupivacaine, please. 136 00:05:30,431 --> 00:05:32,966 Man: here you go, doc. Thank you. Jesse? 137 00:05:33,000 --> 00:05:35,569 Jesse? Jesse, come on. Uh, I'm -- I'm sorry. 138 00:05:35,603 --> 00:05:36,804 Bupivacaine, please. 139 00:05:36,837 --> 00:05:39,807 [ indistinct conversations ] 140 00:05:39,840 --> 00:05:42,610 Man: press 2, please. Okay, stop. Excuse me. Excuse me. 141 00:05:47,448 --> 00:05:50,918 Poor tone. Diminished reflexes. 142 00:05:50,951 --> 00:05:54,622 Listen, I can't fix this If you keep moving. Okay? 143 00:05:54,655 --> 00:05:56,156 I'm gonna have to sedate you. 144 00:05:56,189 --> 00:05:57,958 Elliot: "I refuse sedation." 145 00:05:57,991 --> 00:06:00,528 Tell her to sit still. 146 00:06:00,561 --> 00:06:04,565 [ no audio ] 147 00:06:04,598 --> 00:06:08,001 Uh, "If you do a crike, He'll only have a 50/50 chance 148 00:06:08,035 --> 00:06:10,704 Of speaking again." 149 00:06:10,738 --> 00:06:11,839 Are you a doctor? 150 00:06:11,872 --> 00:06:13,707 Uh, "Not practicing. 151 00:06:13,741 --> 00:06:15,743 I'm the president Of healthsafe." 152 00:06:15,776 --> 00:06:17,044 The insurance company? 153 00:06:17,077 --> 00:06:19,413 "Daniel needs his voice To make a living. 154 00:06:19,447 --> 00:06:20,581 "If you take that away from him, 155 00:06:20,614 --> 00:06:22,015 Then he won't have anything --" 156 00:06:22,049 --> 00:06:23,584 We're trying to save his life. 157 00:06:23,617 --> 00:06:25,185 "Is there another way?" 158 00:06:25,218 --> 00:06:27,020 We could try A laryngeal nerve block. 159 00:06:27,054 --> 00:06:29,189 -will it work? -what is it? 160 00:06:29,222 --> 00:06:31,992 All right, get me two syringes With 3ccs of lidocaine each. 161 00:06:32,025 --> 00:06:33,927 Instead of cutting The neck open, 162 00:06:33,961 --> 00:06:36,029 We the block the nerves And vocal chords directly, 163 00:06:36,063 --> 00:06:37,865 Let them relax And open the airway. 164 00:06:37,898 --> 00:06:39,833 Great. Dr. Savetti, go ahead And take her up to sides, 165 00:06:39,867 --> 00:06:41,569 Please, and finish her there. 166 00:06:41,602 --> 00:06:43,170 Tell her we've -- We've got this. We've got this. 167 00:06:43,203 --> 00:06:44,605 [ bed rail clicks ] Woman: all right, Watch your back. 168 00:06:44,638 --> 00:06:46,039 ** 169 00:06:46,073 --> 00:06:48,576 Angus: dr. Campbell, over here. 170 00:06:50,611 --> 00:06:53,046 Rollie: vitals are strong, But she's still out. 171 00:06:53,080 --> 00:06:54,582 She's postictal From a witnessed seizure 172 00:06:54,615 --> 00:06:55,749 At a choir rehearsal. 173 00:06:55,783 --> 00:06:57,017 She has spina bifida. 174 00:06:57,050 --> 00:06:58,719 I suspect the seizure Is secondary 175 00:06:58,752 --> 00:07:00,087 To her v.P. Shunt blockage. 176 00:07:00,120 --> 00:07:02,055 It's happened before. Rollie: makes sense. 177 00:07:02,089 --> 00:07:04,692 What's her neuro status? Preliminary exam was concerning, 178 00:07:04,725 --> 00:07:07,160 But let's just see what The c.T. Shows. 179 00:07:07,194 --> 00:07:09,162 In the meantime, I can tap into the shunt 180 00:07:09,196 --> 00:07:11,532 And just see if we can Flush it out. Okay, I'll do it. 181 00:07:11,565 --> 00:07:13,100 No, no. No, you won't, will. She's your daughter. 182 00:07:13,133 --> 00:07:14,702 I've done lots of these. 183 00:07:14,735 --> 00:07:16,637 I'll have her walking Out of here in no time. 184 00:07:16,670 --> 00:07:17,838 She can't walk. 185 00:07:17,871 --> 00:07:19,840 Never has. 186 00:07:21,609 --> 00:07:22,843 Ethan: do you have My lidocaine, jesse? 187 00:07:25,679 --> 00:07:28,148 Dr. Kean, I need you to palpate The thyroid cartilage. 188 00:07:28,181 --> 00:07:30,651 We're gonna inject 3 centimeters Lateral of the midline. 189 00:07:30,684 --> 00:07:33,020 Do not touch the nerve. 190 00:07:37,858 --> 00:07:39,860 -dr. Guthrie -- -not now, dr. Pineda. 191 00:07:42,630 --> 00:07:43,964 Leanne... 192 00:07:43,997 --> 00:07:46,567 What? What is it? Is there a problem? 193 00:07:46,600 --> 00:07:47,968 [ lowered voice ] It's about dr. Guthrie. 194 00:07:48,001 --> 00:07:49,837 She needs more benzos on board. 195 00:07:49,870 --> 00:07:51,171 I don't hear you ordering -- 196 00:07:51,204 --> 00:07:53,073 She already had 2.5 of valium In the field. 197 00:07:53,106 --> 00:07:54,742 If she wakes up, she will rip -- 198 00:07:54,775 --> 00:07:56,043 Any more will compromise Her breathing. 199 00:07:56,076 --> 00:07:58,746 Dr. Campbell, you have To let me do my job. 200 00:07:58,779 --> 00:08:02,716 ** 201 00:08:02,750 --> 00:08:04,685 Stop! 202 00:08:04,718 --> 00:08:07,154 Dr. Guthrie shouldn't do This procedure. 203 00:08:07,187 --> 00:08:08,722 Okay, what the hell is going on? 204 00:08:08,756 --> 00:08:10,824 It's okay. I'm going to do it. 205 00:08:10,858 --> 00:08:12,760 No, I'll do it. 206 00:08:12,793 --> 00:08:14,595 Look at me. 207 00:08:14,628 --> 00:08:16,897 I am not gonna let anything Happen to her. 208 00:08:16,930 --> 00:08:20,133 I promise you. 209 00:08:20,167 --> 00:08:22,670 Dr. Guthrie? 210 00:08:22,703 --> 00:08:24,672 I've got this. 211 00:08:24,705 --> 00:08:27,274 ** 212 00:08:31,579 --> 00:08:34,281 [ monitor beeping rapidly ] Sats are down to 76. 213 00:08:34,314 --> 00:08:37,284 All right, scalpel, jesse. Just...In case. 214 00:08:37,317 --> 00:08:40,954 [ daniel wheezing loudly ] 215 00:08:40,988 --> 00:08:43,657 Okay, dr. Leighton, dr. Pineda, 216 00:08:43,691 --> 00:08:45,626 Get in here and watch this, Please. 217 00:08:45,659 --> 00:08:48,328 Her spina bifida caused a fluid Build-up around her brain, 218 00:08:48,361 --> 00:08:50,798 And the resulting backup Causes the seizures. 219 00:08:50,831 --> 00:08:52,532 Teach on somebody else's Kid, leanne. 220 00:08:55,969 --> 00:08:59,573 [ heavy, gasping breaths ] 221 00:09:03,777 --> 00:09:08,048 [ gasping breaths continue ] 222 00:09:08,081 --> 00:09:10,818 [ gasps ] 223 00:09:12,920 --> 00:09:15,255 [ monitor beeping steadily ] 224 00:09:15,288 --> 00:09:17,257 Oxygen's up to 85%. 225 00:09:17,290 --> 00:09:19,226 All right, let's get His abdomen scanned. 226 00:09:19,259 --> 00:09:21,729 I've drawn off 20ccs. 227 00:09:21,762 --> 00:09:23,797 Send that off for culture, Gram stain, and cell count. 228 00:09:23,831 --> 00:09:27,367 We need to wait for neuro, Of course, but... 229 00:09:27,400 --> 00:09:28,769 She is stable. 230 00:09:28,802 --> 00:09:31,939 [ monitor beeping steadily ] 231 00:09:31,972 --> 00:09:33,173 Woman: clear a path. 232 00:09:34,908 --> 00:09:37,310 Man: here we go. Watch your Hand. Coming out. That's right. 233 00:09:37,344 --> 00:09:38,879 Dr. Guthrie... 234 00:09:40,347 --> 00:09:41,815 I'm sorry. 235 00:09:43,651 --> 00:09:44,952 You're sorry? 236 00:09:44,985 --> 00:09:46,854 I didn't know what to do. 237 00:09:46,887 --> 00:09:50,057 That's exactly right, malaya. 238 00:09:50,090 --> 00:09:52,760 You are a second-year resident, 239 00:09:52,793 --> 00:09:54,261 A sophomore. 240 00:09:54,294 --> 00:09:55,996 Wise fool. 241 00:09:56,029 --> 00:09:57,798 You think you know more Than you do, 242 00:09:57,831 --> 00:10:01,702 And you don't even know What you don't know. 243 00:10:01,735 --> 00:10:03,103 You know what this is? 244 00:10:03,136 --> 00:10:05,172 That's sinemet. 245 00:10:05,205 --> 00:10:09,076 That's right, malaya. I'm seeing a specialist now. 246 00:10:09,109 --> 00:10:12,345 I take this medication To control my tremors. 247 00:10:12,379 --> 00:10:14,848 If you had taken Just a moment to ask me, 248 00:10:14,882 --> 00:10:16,684 I would've told you! I asked you, 249 00:10:16,717 --> 00:10:18,819 But you kept telling me It wasn't my business. 250 00:10:18,852 --> 00:10:20,988 And it's not! 251 00:10:21,021 --> 00:10:22,956 Just like it's not Your business to tell me 252 00:10:22,990 --> 00:10:24,858 Whether or not I'm qualified To practice medicine. 253 00:10:24,892 --> 00:10:27,961 Dr. Guthrie, please, I didn't mean to hurt you. 254 00:10:27,995 --> 00:10:30,831 Hurt me? 255 00:10:30,864 --> 00:10:34,001 Hurt me? 256 00:10:34,034 --> 00:10:36,336 Malaya, you humiliated me. 257 00:10:39,039 --> 00:10:41,074 [ exhales sharply ] 258 00:10:45,145 --> 00:10:47,447 Shame on you. 259 00:10:47,480 --> 00:10:49,382 Shame on both of you. 260 00:10:52,953 --> 00:10:55,989 ** 261 00:10:56,023 --> 00:10:58,792 [ emergency radio chatter ] 262 00:10:58,826 --> 00:11:00,060 He's on sinemet. 263 00:11:00,093 --> 00:11:01,962 Which has side effects. 264 00:11:01,995 --> 00:11:04,264 He's our friend. 265 00:11:04,297 --> 00:11:06,767 Loyalty to your friends Cannot come before 266 00:11:06,800 --> 00:11:08,435 Loyalty to your patients. 267 00:11:08,468 --> 00:11:09,937 Jesse... 268 00:11:09,970 --> 00:11:12,272 We did the right thing. 269 00:11:12,305 --> 00:11:14,074 We just should've done it Sooner. 270 00:11:16,276 --> 00:11:17,845 Woman: Hey, I'm here to help you. 271 00:11:17,878 --> 00:11:18,979 Dr. Willis? 272 00:11:19,012 --> 00:11:21,481 There's a man in the waiting Room asking to see you. 273 00:11:21,514 --> 00:11:23,116 Tell him I don't take requests. 274 00:11:23,150 --> 00:11:25,418 He says it's an order. 275 00:11:26,787 --> 00:11:29,089 Here you go. Black coffee, three sugars. 276 00:11:29,122 --> 00:11:31,024 Thank you. 277 00:11:31,058 --> 00:11:32,826 Old army habits die hard. 278 00:11:32,860 --> 00:11:35,863 So what was so important you Couldn't just pick up the phone? 279 00:11:35,896 --> 00:11:37,998 Well, you know, Your dr. Campbell 280 00:11:38,031 --> 00:11:39,800 Called me a few months back, 281 00:11:39,833 --> 00:11:41,301 Demanding I transfer you Out of angels. 282 00:11:41,334 --> 00:11:43,971 Yeah, campbell and I have Had our...Moments. 283 00:11:44,004 --> 00:11:46,306 So you said when you called me With the same request. 284 00:11:46,339 --> 00:11:48,241 It was a while ago. 285 00:11:48,275 --> 00:11:50,878 Well, suddenly have a unit Short a chief surgeon. 286 00:11:50,911 --> 00:11:52,980 Doctor applied For a hardship deferment. 287 00:11:53,013 --> 00:11:55,048 His wife just had triplets. 288 00:11:55,082 --> 00:11:59,052 If you really wanna redeploy, I can make it happen. 289 00:11:59,086 --> 00:12:00,854 When would I leave? 290 00:12:00,888 --> 00:12:02,522 Next week. 291 00:12:02,555 --> 00:12:04,925 Nothing like an irish goodbye. 292 00:12:04,958 --> 00:12:06,760 This is a great opportunity, Willis. 293 00:12:06,794 --> 00:12:08,528 You'd be in charge Of an entire unit. 294 00:12:08,561 --> 00:12:10,463 Can I think about it? 295 00:12:12,132 --> 00:12:14,467 I can stick around For a little while. 296 00:12:17,905 --> 00:12:20,073 "We were on our way to oslo. 297 00:12:20,107 --> 00:12:22,409 "We're in the middle Of a-a big merger. 298 00:12:22,442 --> 00:12:24,511 I-I need to get there." 299 00:12:24,544 --> 00:12:28,048 You need to take it easy For a few days. 300 00:12:28,081 --> 00:12:31,118 "I don't do easy." 301 00:12:31,151 --> 00:12:33,353 "Is daniel going to be able To travel?" 302 00:12:33,386 --> 00:12:35,288 Uh... [ sighs ] 303 00:12:35,322 --> 00:12:37,557 You might wanna consider A different translator 304 00:12:37,590 --> 00:12:39,292 For this trip. 305 00:12:39,326 --> 00:12:42,062 "Daniel's been with me For 25 years. 306 00:12:42,095 --> 00:12:43,797 There's no one else." 307 00:12:44,998 --> 00:12:46,834 Leanne: how you feeling? 308 00:12:46,867 --> 00:12:50,003 I can talk, which I hear is A bit of a miracle. 309 00:12:51,104 --> 00:12:53,006 Um... 310 00:12:53,040 --> 00:12:54,574 There's something else We need to talk to you about. 311 00:12:54,607 --> 00:12:57,244 So we ordered a c.T. Scan Of your stomach 312 00:12:57,277 --> 00:12:58,278 To check for bleeding. 313 00:12:58,311 --> 00:13:01,414 Didn't find any bleeding, but -- You saw the tumor. 314 00:13:01,448 --> 00:13:03,984 You knew? 315 00:13:04,017 --> 00:13:08,088 Stage iv undifferentiated Stromal sarcoma. 316 00:13:08,121 --> 00:13:09,823 I'm sorry. 317 00:13:09,857 --> 00:13:13,160 Me, too. It recurred about Six months ago. 318 00:13:13,193 --> 00:13:15,195 I had surgery and chemo The first time around. 319 00:13:15,228 --> 00:13:18,031 My oncologist tells me It's more aggressive now. 320 00:13:18,065 --> 00:13:20,901 At least he thinks I have Six to eight months 321 00:13:20,934 --> 00:13:22,936 Before the symptoms get bad. 322 00:13:22,970 --> 00:13:24,371 Does kathy know? 323 00:13:24,404 --> 00:13:26,139 She knew the first time, 324 00:13:26,173 --> 00:13:28,275 But I haven't found a good time To tell her it's back. 325 00:13:31,211 --> 00:13:34,181 You know what happened Before the accident, right? 326 00:13:34,214 --> 00:13:37,084 -no. -you lost consciousness. 327 00:13:37,117 --> 00:13:39,086 That's why you drove over The embankment. 328 00:13:39,119 --> 00:13:41,221 Oh, my god. 329 00:13:41,254 --> 00:13:44,191 But kathy's okay, right? She's -- she's fine? 330 00:13:44,224 --> 00:13:46,193 Yeah, you both got lucky... This time. 331 00:13:46,226 --> 00:13:50,430 Okay. Boss lady wanted To pay you a visit. 332 00:13:50,463 --> 00:13:52,432 I'm fine. 333 00:13:52,465 --> 00:13:54,067 Yes, we missed our flight. 334 00:13:54,101 --> 00:13:56,169 More importantly, how are you? 335 00:13:56,203 --> 00:13:59,039 [ chuckles ] She's making fun of my hair. 336 00:13:59,072 --> 00:14:00,407 Cut me some slack. 337 00:14:00,440 --> 00:14:02,209 [ mouthing words ] 338 00:14:02,242 --> 00:14:04,211 Do they know why I fainted? 339 00:14:15,322 --> 00:14:17,157 He didn't tell her, did he? 340 00:14:17,190 --> 00:14:19,893 Um, no. No, he didn't. 341 00:14:19,927 --> 00:14:23,130 He said the reason he fainted Was low blood sugar. 342 00:14:27,267 --> 00:14:29,336 Angus: what were you Supposed to do? 343 00:14:29,369 --> 00:14:31,204 Maybe I shouldn't have Said anything. 344 00:14:31,238 --> 00:14:34,141 No, you had a duty To say something. We all did. 345 00:14:34,174 --> 00:14:36,243 Remember the oath? "First do no harm." 346 00:14:39,546 --> 00:14:41,114 She looks like a normal kid. 347 00:14:41,148 --> 00:14:43,050 I am normal. 348 00:14:43,083 --> 00:14:45,552 Emily, you're awake. 349 00:14:45,585 --> 00:14:48,488 I didn't mean to say -- It's okay. We're cool. 350 00:14:48,521 --> 00:14:51,358 Hi, emily. I'll go get your father. 351 00:14:53,360 --> 00:14:56,329 Dr. Rorish? She's awake. 352 00:14:56,363 --> 00:14:57,697 Great. 353 00:14:57,730 --> 00:15:00,267 -is he mad? -your father? 354 00:15:00,300 --> 00:15:02,502 Of course not. Why would he be mad? 355 00:15:02,535 --> 00:15:06,573 Hello. I'm dr. Rorish. 356 00:15:06,606 --> 00:15:09,242 -how you feeling? -tired. 357 00:15:09,276 --> 00:15:11,144 -I bet you are. -hey. 358 00:15:11,178 --> 00:15:13,713 Hi, dad. What happened? 359 00:15:13,746 --> 00:15:15,582 My shunt got blocked again? 360 00:15:15,615 --> 00:15:17,717 Yeah. 361 00:15:17,750 --> 00:15:19,953 Did it get fixed? 362 00:15:19,987 --> 00:15:22,589 [ sighs ] no, sweetie. 363 00:15:22,622 --> 00:15:24,124 I'm sorry. 364 00:15:24,157 --> 00:15:26,159 We tried to fix it, But there's still blockage 365 00:15:26,193 --> 00:15:28,195 That we can't reach Without surgery. 366 00:15:28,228 --> 00:15:30,297 No. No surgery. 367 00:15:30,330 --> 00:15:32,565 What happened? Hmm? 368 00:15:32,599 --> 00:15:34,401 Were there headaches? 369 00:15:34,434 --> 00:15:36,736 Nausea? I don't know. 370 00:15:36,769 --> 00:15:38,438 No, don't tell me "I don't know." 371 00:15:38,471 --> 00:15:42,142 Did you have headaches? Yes or no? Huh? 372 00:15:42,175 --> 00:15:44,277 -emily! -well, maybe we should -- 373 00:15:44,311 --> 00:15:46,146 I didn't think it was A big deal. 374 00:15:46,179 --> 00:15:48,448 Emily, I keep telling you, When you feel bad, 375 00:15:48,481 --> 00:15:51,985 You have to let me know. 376 00:15:52,019 --> 00:15:53,253 Otherwise, This is what happens. 377 00:15:53,286 --> 00:15:55,188 Yeah. And it happens to me. 378 00:15:55,222 --> 00:15:56,990 I'm the one who has to deal With another surgery! 379 00:15:57,024 --> 00:15:58,625 No,have to deal with it, Emily! Listen to me! 380 00:15:58,658 --> 00:16:00,060 Both of us Have to deal with it. 381 00:16:00,093 --> 00:16:01,194 Will, she needs to rest. 382 00:16:01,228 --> 00:16:03,296 I'll take it from here, Dr. Rorish. 383 00:16:03,330 --> 00:16:05,132 I didn't tell you because I knew You'd just freak out like this! 384 00:16:05,165 --> 00:16:07,234 You're not listening to me! I'm not doing surgery! 385 00:16:07,267 --> 00:16:09,102 You don't think This is important? 386 00:16:09,136 --> 00:16:12,072 This is important, emily. This is your life. 387 00:16:12,105 --> 00:16:14,507 Will, please. I said I'll take it from here. 388 00:16:14,541 --> 00:16:16,276 No, you won't. 389 00:16:16,309 --> 00:16:18,645 She's my patient now, and I'm Telling you to walk away. 390 00:16:22,349 --> 00:16:24,284 You talk to her. 391 00:16:24,317 --> 00:16:26,019 ** 392 00:16:33,793 --> 00:16:35,462 Yes. Ohh. [ blows air ] 393 00:16:35,495 --> 00:16:36,763 Scalp lac patient. 394 00:16:36,796 --> 00:16:38,631 [ bed rail rattles ] 395 00:16:38,665 --> 00:16:40,067 [ mouths words ] 396 00:16:40,100 --> 00:16:42,169 [ sighs ] my help? 397 00:16:42,202 --> 00:16:45,738 Uh, what -- what about daniel? He can't help? 398 00:16:47,474 --> 00:16:49,776 Um...Okay, a call to who? 399 00:16:49,809 --> 00:16:52,212 I'm sorry. Uh, sorry, Can you get me a suture kit 400 00:16:52,245 --> 00:16:54,381 And then some lido, please? -woman: yes, doctor. 401 00:16:54,414 --> 00:16:56,649 "L.A. Times"? 402 00:16:56,683 --> 00:16:58,518 New york. Right. 403 00:16:58,551 --> 00:17:00,287 Okay, I-I really can't. 404 00:17:00,320 --> 00:17:02,122 Hold on. Just -- please. 405 00:17:02,155 --> 00:17:04,057 I'm -- I'm -- sorry. Wait, wait, wait. 406 00:17:04,091 --> 00:17:05,192 Uh, w-where's this patient? [ line rings ] 407 00:17:05,225 --> 00:17:07,060 Man: "Times" business desk. 408 00:17:07,094 --> 00:17:10,263 Uh...Hello, This is elliot dixon. 409 00:17:10,297 --> 00:17:11,731 I -- wh-- no, no. No, no, no, it's not. 410 00:17:11,764 --> 00:17:13,800 Uh, sorry, this is kathy byrne. 411 00:17:13,833 --> 00:17:15,435 Uh, elliot dixon translating. 412 00:17:15,468 --> 00:17:17,137 Good. Hello, ms. Byrne. 413 00:17:17,170 --> 00:17:18,771 Ethan: it'll go quick If you hold still. 414 00:17:18,805 --> 00:17:20,240 What the hell is going on Over there? 415 00:17:20,273 --> 00:17:21,708 So to to begin, what do you... 416 00:17:21,741 --> 00:17:23,743 I think he's interpreting For her. Sit up. 417 00:17:23,776 --> 00:17:25,445 Unbelievable. Just... [ speaking indistinctly ] 418 00:17:25,478 --> 00:17:28,448 She can't take one day off, Even for a car wreck. 419 00:17:28,481 --> 00:17:31,118 ...More and more market power. 420 00:17:31,151 --> 00:17:34,754 "I would start with the reasons Why mergers reduce costs." 421 00:17:34,787 --> 00:17:39,092 Uh, "Economies of scale, Consolidation of administration, 422 00:17:39,126 --> 00:17:40,593 "Shared technology and randd, 423 00:17:40,627 --> 00:17:43,396 And reduction Of duplicative products." 424 00:17:43,430 --> 00:17:46,233 She clearly doesn't need me. 425 00:17:46,266 --> 00:17:48,201 That's our lot in life, right? 426 00:17:48,235 --> 00:17:49,469 Our lot in life? 427 00:17:49,502 --> 00:17:51,338 When we work for other people, 428 00:17:51,371 --> 00:17:53,373 We mistake our relationships For personal ones. 429 00:17:53,406 --> 00:17:56,309 [ man speaking indistinctly Over p.A. ] 430 00:17:56,343 --> 00:17:59,146 Only people I work for Are the patients. 431 00:18:02,315 --> 00:18:03,550 [ chuckles ] 432 00:18:06,219 --> 00:18:08,221 [ door closes ] 433 00:18:08,255 --> 00:18:10,423 I got all three of your pages. 434 00:18:10,457 --> 00:18:11,824 Nothing's changed with emily. 435 00:18:11,858 --> 00:18:13,260 She is stable, Waiting for surgery. 436 00:18:13,293 --> 00:18:15,195 How long have you known About guthrie? 437 00:18:15,228 --> 00:18:18,365 I stepped in and I stopped it The second I knew. 438 00:18:18,398 --> 00:18:20,200 Is malaya The only one who knew? 439 00:18:20,233 --> 00:18:23,603 Okay. I'm not going there With you. 440 00:18:23,636 --> 00:18:25,838 You're upset. You're emotional. Now is not the time. 441 00:18:25,872 --> 00:18:29,209 Malaya pineda is suspended, Effective immediately. 442 00:18:29,242 --> 00:18:31,411 -what? -my daughter, leanne! 443 00:18:31,444 --> 00:18:33,546 Is this emily's father Talking? 444 00:18:33,580 --> 00:18:37,284 Because I thought I was speaking To the director of the e.R. 445 00:18:37,317 --> 00:18:40,420 ** 446 00:18:40,453 --> 00:18:42,422 [ door closes ] 447 00:18:44,291 --> 00:18:45,925 I've just been taking Ibuprofen for it, but... 448 00:18:45,958 --> 00:18:47,560 When's the last time You got it checked out? 449 00:18:47,594 --> 00:18:49,429 [ groans ] the military's Got so much red tape. 450 00:18:49,462 --> 00:18:52,432 Dr. Savetti, dr. Kean, I see you've met my c.O. 451 00:18:52,465 --> 00:18:54,901 I was just telling them How the bullet in my arm Is a daily reminder 452 00:18:54,934 --> 00:18:57,170 How friendly fire isn't That friendly. 453 00:18:57,204 --> 00:18:58,705 He fractured the proximal head Of the humerus. 454 00:18:58,738 --> 00:19:00,407 Went untreated for years. 455 00:19:00,440 --> 00:19:03,610 Presents with limited mobility And intermittent numbness. 456 00:19:03,643 --> 00:19:05,245 You in any pain? 457 00:19:05,278 --> 00:19:07,314 The usual. As I was just telling them, 458 00:19:07,347 --> 00:19:09,316 I've been taking ibuprofen For it, but... 459 00:19:09,349 --> 00:19:11,418 I can get you Something stronger. 460 00:19:11,451 --> 00:19:12,719 I said I'm fine. 461 00:19:12,752 --> 00:19:14,621 Let me help you, hutch. 462 00:19:14,654 --> 00:19:16,356 Okay. 463 00:19:16,389 --> 00:19:17,524 I'll fill out this med order, 464 00:19:17,557 --> 00:19:19,692 But you are getting an m.R.I. 465 00:19:19,726 --> 00:19:22,362 -an m.R.I.? -it's what I do. 466 00:19:22,395 --> 00:19:24,797 Let me help you, hutch. 467 00:19:24,831 --> 00:19:26,333 Okay. 468 00:19:26,366 --> 00:19:28,401 All right, follow you? Mm-hmm. 469 00:19:28,435 --> 00:19:30,303 General, who's the doc? 470 00:19:30,337 --> 00:19:32,405 If I know him, Maybe I'll send him something. 471 00:19:32,439 --> 00:19:34,341 -the who? -the doc with the triplets. 472 00:19:34,374 --> 00:19:36,909 Oh. Uh...Henderson. Harrison. Something with an "H." 473 00:19:36,943 --> 00:19:39,779 I'll find out. Shall we? 474 00:19:42,715 --> 00:19:43,983 [ indistinct conversations ] 475 00:19:44,016 --> 00:19:44,917 I am saying that 476 00:19:44,951 --> 00:19:46,653 You have a responsibility To this hospital. 477 00:19:46,686 --> 00:19:48,588 So now you're gonna tell me How to do my job. 478 00:19:48,621 --> 00:19:50,390 What I'm going to tell you Is that campbell's daughter 479 00:19:50,423 --> 00:19:52,292 Was put in jeopardy, And that didn't have to happen. 480 00:19:52,325 --> 00:19:53,593 You think I don't know that? 481 00:19:56,763 --> 00:19:58,365 Why didn't you tell me? 482 00:20:00,467 --> 00:20:02,001 Because I was handling it. 483 00:20:02,034 --> 00:20:04,537 That is not the way we work, And you know it. 484 00:20:04,571 --> 00:20:08,608 I made a mistake, But it was my mistake, 485 00:20:08,641 --> 00:20:10,877 And it had nothing to do With you. 486 00:20:10,910 --> 00:20:12,612 You're my right hand. 487 00:20:12,645 --> 00:20:14,314 I have my own hands. 488 00:20:14,347 --> 00:20:16,716 I'm not a doctor's assistant. I'm a nurse. 489 00:20:16,749 --> 00:20:18,618 ** 490 00:20:18,651 --> 00:20:20,620 Everything okay? 491 00:20:22,722 --> 00:20:24,491 Yeah, everything's fine. 492 00:20:25,392 --> 00:20:26,626 Excuse me. 493 00:20:28,295 --> 00:20:29,896 My c.O. Is here. 494 00:20:32,599 --> 00:20:35,602 Says he can get me redeployed To afghanistan. 495 00:20:35,635 --> 00:20:37,304 When? 496 00:20:37,337 --> 00:20:38,771 I'd leave in a week. 497 00:20:43,510 --> 00:20:45,812 Heather: get me pacu And recheck c.B.C and chemistry. 498 00:20:45,845 --> 00:20:47,314 Can I talk to you? 499 00:20:47,347 --> 00:20:48,815 [ marker clatters ] 500 00:20:48,848 --> 00:20:50,717 No. [ sighs ] 501 00:20:50,750 --> 00:20:52,485 There's a hospital policy about Doing what you're about to do. 502 00:20:52,519 --> 00:20:56,456 And I'm the head of surgery. It's mine to enforce or ignore. 503 00:20:56,489 --> 00:20:58,291 When were you gonna tell me That you had a daughter? 504 00:20:58,325 --> 00:20:59,592 I wasn't planning on it, Actually. [ elevator bell dings ] 505 00:20:59,626 --> 00:21:01,060 Is that why you Never spent the night 506 00:21:01,093 --> 00:21:03,663 The whole time We were dating? 507 00:21:03,696 --> 00:21:05,565 We weren't dating. 508 00:21:08,668 --> 00:21:11,438 All right, hang on. 509 00:21:11,471 --> 00:21:13,373 Now I just need you to Be still, though, 510 00:21:13,406 --> 00:21:15,708 'cause I've gotta get Some more labs. 511 00:21:15,742 --> 00:21:17,910 This might hurt for a second. Just wait a minute. 512 00:21:17,944 --> 00:21:20,413 Hang on. Let's see. [ breathing unevenly ] 513 00:21:20,447 --> 00:21:22,449 Let's see. 514 00:21:22,482 --> 00:21:23,850 Stop it, please! Please stop it! 515 00:21:23,883 --> 00:21:25,418 [ tray clatters ] 516 00:21:25,452 --> 00:21:27,554 Okay, I understand That you're scared. It's okay. 517 00:21:27,587 --> 00:21:28,988 I'm not scared. I just don't wanna do it. 518 00:21:29,021 --> 00:21:30,690 I'm so sick of this. Sweetie, sweetie. 519 00:21:30,723 --> 00:21:33,826 -okay. -stop. 520 00:21:33,860 --> 00:21:36,863 I'm singing "Ave maria" In the recital next week. 521 00:21:36,896 --> 00:21:38,931 That's the only thing I'm doing. 522 00:21:42,702 --> 00:21:44,070 All right. 523 00:21:48,575 --> 00:21:50,543 It's my first solo. 524 00:21:50,577 --> 00:21:51,611 [ whispers ] I know. 525 00:21:51,644 --> 00:21:54,046 You know what We're gonna do now? 526 00:21:54,080 --> 00:21:56,583 I'm not doing it. You do it. Mm-hmm. 527 00:21:57,784 --> 00:21:59,952 How about we're gonna Do it together? Hmm? 528 00:21:59,986 --> 00:22:01,688 Give me your hand. 529 00:22:01,721 --> 00:22:03,923 [ whispers ] there you go. 530 00:22:03,956 --> 00:22:07,560 We're gonna hold our anger In our hand... 531 00:22:09,562 --> 00:22:11,864 And we're gonna take A real good look at it, 532 00:22:11,898 --> 00:22:15,368 So we can figure out What it really us. 533 00:22:15,402 --> 00:22:17,437 What is it, sweetie? 534 00:22:17,470 --> 00:22:19,806 Come on. 535 00:22:19,839 --> 00:22:21,508 Mm. 536 00:22:23,510 --> 00:22:24,544 What do we see? 537 00:22:26,746 --> 00:22:29,582 It's never going away. 538 00:22:32,452 --> 00:22:35,388 Okay, well... 539 00:22:35,422 --> 00:22:37,390 Now that we know What it is... 540 00:22:39,926 --> 00:22:42,662 What do we ask ourselves? 541 00:22:42,695 --> 00:22:44,997 Is it helping us? 542 00:22:46,599 --> 00:22:47,967 That's right. 543 00:22:48,000 --> 00:22:50,837 And? Is it helping us? 544 00:22:52,472 --> 00:22:54,006 No, it's not. No. 545 00:22:54,040 --> 00:22:55,742 [ whispers ] nah. 546 00:22:59,579 --> 00:23:01,881 [ normal voice ] So what do we do? 547 00:23:01,914 --> 00:23:03,716 Let it go. 548 00:23:03,750 --> 00:23:05,485 [ whispers ] Gotta let it go. 549 00:23:05,518 --> 00:23:07,620 Like a bird to the sky. 550 00:23:07,654 --> 00:23:09,656 Like a bird to the sky. 551 00:23:10,757 --> 00:23:12,792 That's right. That's my girl. 552 00:23:12,825 --> 00:23:14,894 Oh. 553 00:23:14,927 --> 00:23:17,464 It's okay, baby. 554 00:23:20,533 --> 00:23:24,571 ** 555 00:23:24,604 --> 00:23:27,474 [ tapping buttons ] He suspended her. 556 00:23:27,507 --> 00:23:29,609 What? Who? Malaya. 557 00:23:29,642 --> 00:23:31,978 [ receiver clatters ] For what? 558 00:23:32,011 --> 00:23:35,014 Because she knew about guthrie And didn't say anything. 559 00:23:35,047 --> 00:23:37,149 Just like us. 560 00:23:37,183 --> 00:23:38,851 Campbell doesn't know that, Right? 561 00:23:38,885 --> 00:23:40,787 Mario, the only difference Between us and malaya is that... 562 00:23:40,820 --> 00:23:42,555 Will you slow down? ...She had the guts To say something. 563 00:23:42,589 --> 00:23:44,524 -so what? -so we should've backed her up. 564 00:23:44,557 --> 00:23:45,692 [ scoffs ] you want us To go to campbell 565 00:23:45,725 --> 00:23:47,093 So he can suspend us, too? 566 00:23:47,126 --> 00:23:48,861 We're talking about our careers. 567 00:23:48,895 --> 00:23:50,797 No, we are talking about Our friend. 568 00:23:54,734 --> 00:23:57,637 There was an open bed, And she asked me to move her. 569 00:23:57,670 --> 00:23:59,539 Of course she did. 570 00:23:59,572 --> 00:24:02,008 [ mouthing words ] 571 00:24:02,041 --> 00:24:04,877 Um, "I moved my trip To next week. 572 00:24:04,911 --> 00:24:07,547 You'll be okay by then." Tell her I can't go. 573 00:24:07,580 --> 00:24:10,249 R-really, I think that I should Just stay out of this. 574 00:24:10,282 --> 00:24:11,784 I can move you up So that you can sign -- 575 00:24:11,818 --> 00:24:14,253 Show her this. 576 00:24:14,286 --> 00:24:17,790 An e-mail from andy singer. 577 00:24:17,824 --> 00:24:20,860 He said you were fishing For my replacement. 578 00:24:20,893 --> 00:24:23,596 Oh, 'cause god forbid You cancel the trip. 579 00:24:23,630 --> 00:24:25,732 I know you have Responsibilities. 580 00:24:25,765 --> 00:24:28,768 Sensitive? Uh, we were in A car accident two hours ago, 581 00:24:28,801 --> 00:24:30,637 And you're out searching For my replacement? 582 00:24:30,670 --> 00:24:31,971 What? 583 00:24:35,675 --> 00:24:37,209 I shouldn't have left this open. 584 00:24:37,243 --> 00:24:39,245 -kathy, wait -- -I'm so sorry. 585 00:24:39,278 --> 00:24:40,647 [ mouths words ] 586 00:24:40,680 --> 00:24:41,914 I wasn't ready to tell you. 587 00:24:41,948 --> 00:24:43,215 God. 588 00:24:43,249 --> 00:24:47,053 Fine. That's why I passed out in the car. 589 00:24:47,086 --> 00:24:49,121 I was going to tell you! 590 00:24:49,155 --> 00:24:50,957 No, just... 591 00:24:50,990 --> 00:24:52,925 No, stop, kathy, leave it open. Just wait! 592 00:24:52,959 --> 00:24:54,994 Hey, you don't have to do it. Just wait. I'm -- I'm sorry. 593 00:24:55,027 --> 00:24:56,663 Wait! 594 00:24:59,632 --> 00:25:02,034 Hey, can you tell -- Can -- [ sighs ] 595 00:25:05,037 --> 00:25:08,708 ** 596 00:25:09,876 --> 00:25:12,278 Campbell, the man has Been with us, 597 00:25:12,311 --> 00:25:16,015 Been one of us, for decades. 598 00:25:16,048 --> 00:25:18,017 People are the heart Of this place. 599 00:25:18,050 --> 00:25:20,653 The ones giving their all Every day, every shift, 600 00:25:20,687 --> 00:25:23,189 Every patient. 601 00:25:23,222 --> 00:25:25,558 Guthrie is angels, 602 00:25:25,592 --> 00:25:28,160 And yet you couldn't fire him Fast enough? 603 00:25:28,194 --> 00:25:31,297 I didn't fire him. 604 00:25:31,330 --> 00:25:33,566 He quit. 605 00:25:33,600 --> 00:25:35,602 ** 606 00:25:40,707 --> 00:25:42,709 You know, I once walked 17 miles 607 00:25:42,742 --> 00:25:44,577 Through the hindu kush With a crushed femur. 608 00:25:44,611 --> 00:25:46,045 Sorry, hospital rules. [ sighs ] 609 00:25:46,078 --> 00:25:47,914 So you've never seen An orthopedist? 610 00:25:47,947 --> 00:25:49,816 How long you had This injury for? 611 00:25:49,849 --> 00:25:51,618 Oh, I hurt it in kandahar About four years ago. 612 00:25:51,651 --> 00:25:54,120 But I'm okay with my meds. [ pills rattle ] 613 00:25:54,153 --> 00:25:56,689 Don't you want some water? I'm good. 614 00:25:56,723 --> 00:25:58,324 You, uh, chew them like that, 615 00:25:58,357 --> 00:26:00,827 They get into the bloodstream Quicker. Isn't that right? 616 00:26:00,860 --> 00:26:03,129 You don't always have Clean water out in the field. 617 00:26:03,162 --> 00:26:05,131 Except they taste terrible. 618 00:26:05,164 --> 00:26:07,800 Nobody would chew them like that Unless they were desperate. 619 00:26:07,834 --> 00:26:10,069 -mario... -[ chuckles ] 620 00:26:10,102 --> 00:26:14,073 That's okay. Little dogs Wanna bark, huh? So what? 621 00:26:14,106 --> 00:26:16,108 You think you're tough With your little pajamas 622 00:26:16,142 --> 00:26:18,110 And your teenage tattoos. 623 00:26:18,144 --> 00:26:19,812 I don't think You'd know tough 624 00:26:19,846 --> 00:26:21,113 If it walked up And kicked you in your ass. 625 00:26:21,147 --> 00:26:23,650 But keep playing, hey? Maybe we'll find out. 626 00:26:23,683 --> 00:26:25,151 And what kind of game Are you playing? 627 00:26:25,184 --> 00:26:27,119 Four years of narcotics 628 00:26:27,153 --> 00:26:29,021 And you still haven't seen An orthopedist? 629 00:26:29,055 --> 00:26:30,957 You know, it sounds to me like You don't wanna get better. 630 00:26:30,990 --> 00:26:32,992 Excuse me, son? Whoa, dr. Savetti. 631 00:26:33,025 --> 00:26:34,661 Dr. Kean, we'll see you inside. 632 00:26:37,096 --> 00:26:38,665 What are you doin'? 633 00:26:38,698 --> 00:26:40,399 Helping my patient. He's not your patient. 634 00:26:40,432 --> 00:26:42,101 Yeah, well, I don't give Prescriptions 635 00:26:42,134 --> 00:26:44,136 To friends, colleagues, Not even my boss. 636 00:26:44,170 --> 00:26:45,404 Watch it. 637 00:26:45,437 --> 00:26:47,139 Look, like it or not, 638 00:26:47,173 --> 00:26:48,941 Something's up With the general, 639 00:26:48,975 --> 00:26:50,276 And it's not just His shoulder. 640 00:26:50,309 --> 00:26:53,012 An injury like his Could sideline his career, 641 00:26:53,045 --> 00:26:54,346 Get him decommissioned. 642 00:26:54,380 --> 00:26:56,282 So you live with it. It's what you do. 643 00:26:56,315 --> 00:26:59,085 That's your diagnosis, An acute case of denial? 644 00:26:59,118 --> 00:27:00,953 Do you have any idea What that man's been through, 645 00:27:00,987 --> 00:27:02,188 What any of us Have been through? 646 00:27:02,221 --> 00:27:05,091 I don't, but I know an addiction When I see it. 647 00:27:05,124 --> 00:27:06,993 Noa: dr. Willis, come quick! 648 00:27:07,026 --> 00:27:09,028 -pulse is thready. -pull him out. 649 00:27:09,061 --> 00:27:10,763 -he lost consciousness. -he's not breathing. 650 00:27:10,797 --> 00:27:12,364 -dr. Savetti, crash cart. -yep. 651 00:27:12,398 --> 00:27:14,967 ** 652 00:27:15,001 --> 00:27:16,936 [ pills rattle ] -it's this. 653 00:27:16,969 --> 00:27:19,438 -there's only two left. -how many did you prescribe him? 654 00:27:19,471 --> 00:27:21,808 [ pumping ] 12. He overdosed. 655 00:27:21,841 --> 00:27:24,043 -2 milligrams of narcan. -on it. 656 00:27:25,044 --> 00:27:27,013 [ pills rattle ] It's in. 657 00:27:27,046 --> 00:27:28,414 ** 658 00:27:28,447 --> 00:27:32,184 [ pumping ] 659 00:27:33,152 --> 00:27:35,387 [ gasps ] 660 00:27:35,421 --> 00:27:37,189 [ exhales sharply ] 661 00:27:37,223 --> 00:27:40,326 [ breathing deeply ] 662 00:27:49,135 --> 00:27:51,170 Hey. Thanks for coming in. 663 00:27:51,203 --> 00:27:52,939 For emily, any time. 664 00:27:52,972 --> 00:27:54,941 I better go scrub. Good. Oh. 665 00:27:54,974 --> 00:27:57,944 Did you make sure that there's No loculated cyst on the shunt? 666 00:27:57,977 --> 00:28:00,112 We ruled that out. 667 00:28:00,146 --> 00:28:02,448 Get going then. All right. 668 00:28:03,916 --> 00:28:05,217 Dr. Fields. 669 00:28:05,251 --> 00:28:08,054 He's the most respected Peds neurosurgeon in l.A. 670 00:28:08,087 --> 00:28:09,321 Yeah. 671 00:28:09,355 --> 00:28:10,990 She's in good hands. 672 00:28:11,023 --> 00:28:14,193 I only want someone I can trust. 673 00:28:14,226 --> 00:28:15,762 That's why You're scrubbing in, too. 674 00:28:19,198 --> 00:28:20,332 You know, I-I've been telling her, 675 00:28:20,366 --> 00:28:22,201 But she's not listening to me. 676 00:28:22,234 --> 00:28:24,503 I'd more comfortable With you staying 677 00:28:24,536 --> 00:28:27,073 A little longer For observation. 678 00:28:27,106 --> 00:28:28,908 "I have to get back to work." 679 00:28:28,941 --> 00:28:31,778 Okay. I'll get Your discharge papers ready. 680 00:28:31,811 --> 00:28:34,480 [ monitor beeping rapidly ] 681 00:28:34,513 --> 00:28:44,757 [ no audio ] 682 00:28:44,757 --> 00:28:49,896 [ no audio ] 683 00:28:49,929 --> 00:28:52,098 [ paddles thunk ] He has a healthy heart. 684 00:28:52,131 --> 00:28:53,766 I don't know why He's not responding. 685 00:28:53,800 --> 00:28:56,268 [ compressing chest ] 686 00:28:56,302 --> 00:29:00,239 Leanne, He has a prolonged q.T. 687 00:29:03,009 --> 00:29:05,778 I think this is hypocalcemia. 688 00:29:05,812 --> 00:29:08,247 That's gotta be it. Bony mets from the cancer. 689 00:29:08,280 --> 00:29:10,249 Give him calcium. 690 00:29:10,282 --> 00:29:11,851 [ monitor beeping rapidly ] 691 00:29:11,884 --> 00:29:13,185 Here you go. 692 00:29:17,824 --> 00:29:25,431 [ no audio ] 693 00:29:25,464 --> 00:29:27,199 [ monitor beeping steadily ] 694 00:29:27,233 --> 00:29:29,335 -we got sinus. -okay. 695 00:29:29,368 --> 00:29:31,037 Okay, let's give him a drip 696 00:29:31,070 --> 00:29:32,839 At 1 milligram per kilogram Per hour. 697 00:29:32,872 --> 00:29:34,841 And check, please, For an ionized calcium 698 00:29:34,874 --> 00:29:36,308 Every half-hour. 699 00:29:36,342 --> 00:29:38,444 Mama. 700 00:29:38,477 --> 00:29:40,479 Jesse. 701 00:29:40,512 --> 00:29:43,850 Thank you... 702 00:29:43,883 --> 00:29:45,517 Mama. 703 00:29:45,551 --> 00:29:47,119 Okay. 704 00:29:51,858 --> 00:29:55,928 [ ventilator hissing, Monitor beeping steadily ] 705 00:29:55,962 --> 00:29:58,464 ** 706 00:29:58,497 --> 00:30:00,266 Fields: forceps. 707 00:30:03,269 --> 00:30:06,572 [ beeping continues ] 708 00:30:06,605 --> 00:30:09,108 Heather: it's -- It's not coming out. 709 00:30:09,141 --> 00:30:11,110 Fields: well, something there's Scarring around the catheter. 710 00:30:11,143 --> 00:30:13,112 You just have to really, Really pull. 711 00:30:15,214 --> 00:30:17,216 There you go. 712 00:30:17,249 --> 00:30:20,119 Sponge stick. Suction. 713 00:30:24,356 --> 00:30:28,227 She was born with a dimple At the base of her spine. 714 00:30:28,260 --> 00:30:29,962 That's how it starts. 715 00:30:31,430 --> 00:30:34,934 They told us She would never walk, 716 00:30:34,967 --> 00:30:36,969 She would die. 717 00:30:38,570 --> 00:30:40,372 My wife, she... 718 00:30:40,406 --> 00:30:42,308 She couldn't take it And left. 719 00:30:42,341 --> 00:30:44,576 It's just you? 720 00:30:44,610 --> 00:30:47,546 Us. 721 00:30:47,579 --> 00:30:52,384 Emily and me, we... We do this together. 722 00:30:54,620 --> 00:30:56,455 She's confined to a wheelchair. 723 00:30:56,488 --> 00:30:58,590 She doesn't have 724 00:30:58,624 --> 00:31:02,561 Bladder or bowel function. 725 00:31:02,594 --> 00:31:06,432 She has to be catheterized Every three hours. 726 00:31:06,465 --> 00:31:08,867 She's been doing it herself Since she was 4. 727 00:31:14,106 --> 00:31:17,343 Yeah, we live our life In 3-hour increments. 728 00:31:19,278 --> 00:31:22,681 There ain't no light At the end of the tunnel here. 729 00:31:22,714 --> 00:31:25,017 Except her. She's... 730 00:31:27,286 --> 00:31:29,521 She's the light. 731 00:31:29,555 --> 00:31:32,091 Yeah, she is. 732 00:31:32,124 --> 00:31:35,427 But she wants to be A normal kid. 733 00:31:35,461 --> 00:31:37,429 It means she's gonna Make mistakes. 734 00:31:40,432 --> 00:31:44,236 When she makes mistakes, She ends up here. 735 00:31:44,270 --> 00:31:45,537 Or worse. 736 00:31:45,571 --> 00:31:49,441 [ crying ] 737 00:31:51,343 --> 00:31:54,546 [ sobs, crying ] 738 00:31:55,681 --> 00:31:57,316 She's... 739 00:31:59,518 --> 00:32:01,353 She's not normal. 740 00:32:01,387 --> 00:32:04,623 [ gasps, sniffles ] 741 00:32:04,656 --> 00:32:06,358 Will... 742 00:32:08,060 --> 00:32:10,662 [ exhales sharply ] 743 00:32:10,696 --> 00:32:13,599 She -- she cannot make Any mistakes. 744 00:32:13,632 --> 00:32:17,436 Her entire job right now 745 00:32:17,469 --> 00:32:20,506 Is to rebel At the exact moment 746 00:32:20,539 --> 00:32:23,342 That she needs you The most. 747 00:32:23,375 --> 00:32:27,379 Now there is nothing More normal than that. 748 00:32:32,351 --> 00:32:34,987 [ exhales deeply ] 749 00:32:35,021 --> 00:32:37,323 [ sniffles ] 750 00:32:39,658 --> 00:32:43,095 You know, you once told me This place was gonna humble me. 751 00:32:46,432 --> 00:32:48,467 You were right. 752 00:33:00,812 --> 00:33:04,083 ** 753 00:33:13,259 --> 00:33:14,626 I hope it's okay. 754 00:33:14,660 --> 00:33:16,095 Uh, she wanted To show you something. 755 00:33:16,128 --> 00:33:18,097 What is this? More deals? 756 00:33:20,399 --> 00:33:22,801 Answers to what? 757 00:33:22,834 --> 00:33:24,603 What does all this mean? 758 00:33:24,636 --> 00:33:27,073 Uh, it's a website For a new program in germany. 759 00:33:27,106 --> 00:33:29,608 It shows some promise With undifferentiated sarcoma. 760 00:33:29,641 --> 00:33:32,544 [ mouthing words ] 761 00:33:32,578 --> 00:33:33,712 [ mouths words ] 762 00:33:37,849 --> 00:33:40,586 She -- she wants him To keep fighting, 763 00:33:40,619 --> 00:33:43,522 But he's done fighting. 764 00:33:43,555 --> 00:33:46,258 You think That's what's happening? 765 00:33:46,292 --> 00:33:47,593 What, it's not? 766 00:33:47,626 --> 00:33:49,595 What's happening Is that he needs a friend, 767 00:33:49,628 --> 00:33:52,798 But she doesn't see him Like that. 768 00:33:54,333 --> 00:33:55,567 No. 769 00:33:55,601 --> 00:33:57,636 Of course she does. 770 00:33:57,669 --> 00:33:59,238 I don't have Much time left, kathy. 771 00:33:59,271 --> 00:34:01,640 I'm gonna give you Two more weeks, that it. 772 00:34:03,109 --> 00:34:04,676 I'm not quitting. I'm dying. 773 00:34:05,877 --> 00:34:08,347 This isn't an action item, Kathy. 774 00:34:08,380 --> 00:34:09,515 You can't fix it... Told you. 775 00:34:09,548 --> 00:34:12,218 ...With memos Or bring in h.R. 776 00:34:12,251 --> 00:34:13,819 Or appeal To the shareholders. 777 00:34:13,852 --> 00:34:15,487 It's final. 778 00:34:17,623 --> 00:34:20,526 Oh, she turns around when she Doesn't wanna listen anymore. 779 00:34:20,559 --> 00:34:23,662 Perfect. [ sighs ] 780 00:34:23,695 --> 00:34:25,564 [ sighs ] you can pull The curtain closed. 781 00:34:25,597 --> 00:34:27,433 I've had enough. 782 00:34:35,574 --> 00:34:38,544 [ crying ] 783 00:34:38,577 --> 00:34:41,813 ** 784 00:34:41,847 --> 00:34:43,349 [ crying, sniffling ] 785 00:34:44,683 --> 00:34:46,685 "You idiot." 786 00:34:47,719 --> 00:34:49,888 "You're not a business deal To me. 787 00:34:49,921 --> 00:34:52,391 You're my best friend." 788 00:34:56,695 --> 00:34:58,764 Told you. 789 00:34:58,797 --> 00:35:01,700 Good. 790 00:35:03,435 --> 00:35:05,304 [ knock on door ] 791 00:35:09,641 --> 00:35:11,510 [ door closes ] 792 00:35:13,479 --> 00:35:16,615 I've known about guthrie For several weeks. 793 00:35:16,648 --> 00:35:19,185 Don't suspend malaya. 794 00:35:19,218 --> 00:35:22,754 Not her fault. I told her Not to say nothing. 795 00:35:22,788 --> 00:35:24,156 You knew? 796 00:35:24,190 --> 00:35:25,591 I-I knew something was wrong. 797 00:35:25,624 --> 00:35:27,659 I just didn't know what. 798 00:35:27,693 --> 00:35:31,297 What you did Violates the law. 799 00:35:31,330 --> 00:35:34,833 That puts This hospital at risk. 800 00:35:34,866 --> 00:35:38,170 Most importantly, It puts patients at risk. 801 00:35:39,405 --> 00:35:40,806 I know. 802 00:35:40,839 --> 00:35:44,176 Do you have anything to say In your defense? 803 00:35:47,379 --> 00:35:50,516 No, I just rather you fire me Than suspend malaya. 804 00:35:50,549 --> 00:35:53,619 [ sighs ] 805 00:35:53,652 --> 00:35:56,522 I don't have a choice, jesse. 806 00:35:56,555 --> 00:35:58,324 I have to do both. 807 00:35:58,357 --> 00:36:00,792 ** 808 00:36:04,596 --> 00:36:07,733 [ door opens, closes ] 809 00:36:07,766 --> 00:36:10,769 ** 810 00:36:15,674 --> 00:36:17,843 How you feel? 811 00:36:17,876 --> 00:36:20,679 If you're gonna lecture me, Remember your rank, colonel. 812 00:36:20,712 --> 00:36:22,414 Oh, I do. 813 00:36:24,416 --> 00:36:27,786 You know, when I first deployed, I was scared to death. 814 00:36:27,819 --> 00:36:30,789 I thought, there is no way I'm gonna last two days, 815 00:36:30,822 --> 00:36:33,792 Let alone six months. 816 00:36:33,825 --> 00:36:36,295 And then I looked at you 817 00:36:36,328 --> 00:36:37,929 And I thought... 818 00:36:39,465 --> 00:36:40,766 That guy. 819 00:36:40,799 --> 00:36:43,569 That's what I need to be. 820 00:36:43,602 --> 00:36:46,772 I've always been honored To serve under you, 821 00:36:46,805 --> 00:36:49,708 So much so that I probably Couldn't see what was going on. 822 00:36:49,741 --> 00:36:52,778 But that was my instinct, 823 00:36:52,811 --> 00:36:54,313 To serve. 824 00:36:56,448 --> 00:36:59,918 Guess it's a hard thing To turn off. 825 00:36:59,951 --> 00:37:01,787 And you thought you could Exploit it. 826 00:37:04,356 --> 00:37:06,892 'cause that's why You're really here. Right? 827 00:37:06,925 --> 00:37:09,861 There's no job offer. 828 00:37:12,831 --> 00:37:14,733 There can be. 829 00:37:16,702 --> 00:37:18,604 Give me a chance To make this right. 830 00:37:19,871 --> 00:37:21,940 You wanna make this right? 831 00:37:23,642 --> 00:37:25,277 You let me help you. 832 00:37:28,714 --> 00:37:31,583 You see? 833 00:37:31,617 --> 00:37:33,419 I can't shut it off. 834 00:37:40,759 --> 00:37:43,795 [ siren wailing in distance ] 835 00:37:48,967 --> 00:37:50,869 Hi, daddy. 836 00:37:50,902 --> 00:37:52,904 [ whispers ] hey, baby. 837 00:37:55,807 --> 00:37:57,075 [ sighs ] 838 00:37:57,108 --> 00:37:59,945 My head hurts. 839 00:37:59,978 --> 00:38:01,813 I know. 840 00:38:04,850 --> 00:38:07,052 Am I going to die? 841 00:38:08,820 --> 00:38:10,889 Yes... 842 00:38:10,922 --> 00:38:12,658 When you're 98. 843 00:38:12,691 --> 00:38:14,793 Maybe 99, 844 00:38:14,826 --> 00:38:18,730 But not before you're Old and ugly. 845 00:38:18,764 --> 00:38:20,332 [ both laugh ] 846 00:38:20,366 --> 00:38:21,833 [ bells continue tolling ] 847 00:38:21,867 --> 00:38:23,869 No. 848 00:38:23,902 --> 00:38:25,871 You're gonna be fine. 849 00:38:25,904 --> 00:38:29,107 [ church bells tolling ] 850 00:38:29,140 --> 00:38:32,878 [ organ playing "Ave maria" ] 851 00:38:36,948 --> 00:38:40,819 ** 852 00:38:40,852 --> 00:38:42,988 Choir: * ave * 853 00:38:43,021 --> 00:38:45,424 [ with choir ] * ave * 854 00:38:45,457 --> 00:38:52,898 * maria * 855 00:38:54,533 --> 00:38:57,936 * gratia * 856 00:38:57,969 --> 00:39:02,408 * plena * 857 00:39:02,441 --> 00:39:05,677 * maria * 858 00:39:05,711 --> 00:39:11,483 * gratia plena * 859 00:39:11,517 --> 00:39:12,918 * maria... * 860 00:39:12,951 --> 00:39:14,453 [ door opens ] 861 00:39:14,486 --> 00:39:17,055 ** 862 00:39:17,088 --> 00:39:19,925 Malaya and jesse were not The only ones. 863 00:39:19,958 --> 00:39:22,661 We knew about guthrie, too. 864 00:39:22,694 --> 00:39:26,832 If they're in trouble, So are we. 865 00:39:26,865 --> 00:39:30,168 Too many people have already Been hurt by this. 866 00:39:30,201 --> 00:39:32,804 I'm not gonna lose anyone else. 867 00:39:32,838 --> 00:39:36,808 ** 868 00:39:36,842 --> 00:39:38,477 I'm proud of you. 869 00:39:38,510 --> 00:39:41,647 * of our death * 870 00:39:41,680 --> 00:39:42,981 All of you. 871 00:39:43,014 --> 00:39:45,917 ** 872 00:39:45,951 --> 00:39:47,018 [door opens] 873 00:39:47,052 --> 00:39:49,821 * our * 874 00:39:49,855 --> 00:39:52,023 *bird* 875 00:39:52,057 --> 00:40:00,198 * maria * 876 00:40:00,231 --> 00:40:08,607 * mother of god * 877 00:40:08,640 --> 00:40:18,183 * pray for us sinners * 878 00:40:18,216 --> 00:40:20,786 * mouth * 879 00:40:20,819 --> 00:40:26,658 * pray for us * 880 00:40:26,692 --> 00:40:34,633 * pray for us * 881 00:40:34,666 --> 00:40:39,671 * sinners * 882 00:40:39,705 --> 00:40:49,080 * now and at the hour of death * 883 00:40:49,114 --> 00:40:57,856 * and at the hour of our death * 884 00:40:57,889 --> 00:41:06,598 * and in an hour of our death * 885 00:41:06,632 --> 00:41:07,933 ** 886 00:41:07,966 --> 00:41:10,936 I love coming up here On Sunday mornings. 887 00:41:10,969 --> 00:41:12,938 If you listen really closely, 888 00:41:12,971 --> 00:41:15,240 You can here All the different church choirs 889 00:41:15,273 --> 00:41:17,242 For about 20 blocks. 890 00:41:17,275 --> 00:41:20,278 ** 891 00:41:24,149 --> 00:41:25,951 You know The dust will settle. 892 00:41:25,984 --> 00:41:28,720 Campbell will reconsider. 893 00:41:28,754 --> 00:41:30,722 ** 894 00:41:30,756 --> 00:41:33,692 I don't know about that. 895 00:41:33,725 --> 00:41:35,994 Jesse's gone. 896 00:41:36,027 --> 00:41:38,797 You're gone. 897 00:41:38,830 --> 00:41:41,533 I'm not gone. 898 00:41:41,567 --> 00:41:44,002 I'm staying. 899 00:41:44,035 --> 00:41:45,971 * ventris * 900 00:41:46,004 --> 00:41:48,106 I'm glad. 901 00:41:48,139 --> 00:41:53,111 * ...Tuae jesus * 902 00:41:54,746 --> 00:41:58,817 * ave * 903 00:41:58,850 --> 00:42:05,023 * maria *